In the past six weeks of constellation have provided me with the knowledge and some understanding into different theories of perception.
How I felt at the start
At the start of the course I felt apprehensive about what the subject was going to be. The question of perception is so broad and has so many different ideologies from theorists. Before my first lesson I thought the subject would be philosophy based because it talks about many ideas and concepts imagine by different people.
With the help of the speaker’s knowledge, research online and books in the library I have had the chance to the research of the Gestalt theory. I found this subject to be really interesting because it talks about the psychological side of perception and how our minds work. As an aspiring art therapist, I think these subjects has been very useful and informative. The basic understand of this theory has also enable me to look more carefully at my own practice. I will know start to think about how yours perceive and interpret my work which will help me to form new ways for them to interact with it. Roland Barthes’theory of “Toys”has opened a window of curiosity as to whether his ideology is true. The idea that children are perceived as a “homunculus”in the eyes of an adult is quite intriguing and when thought about, true. It has opened my eyes to the society in which we live and how our children are unconsciously brain-washed into believing what older generations believe to be ‘normalities’. This makes improvement of traditional societal norms to be slow and challenging.
I struggle to write detailed enough notes during the talks which led to misunderstanding and lose knowledge of the subject at hand. I have found this has limited my comparative skills and so hindered my essay. I have also struggled with illness the past few weeks so have missed a few lectures. I think in the future I will contact my tutor for the information needed. I found the PowerPoints very useful during this time however, most information was not on them because the talks were discussions and so hindering my advantage more.
How I feel now
I now feel more confident in ‘Perception in Practice’because the different talks attended have given me different ideas from a range of artists in different disciplines. I think this subject is important for my career pathway because it looks into how we see our own ‘reality’and how be interpret that which is around us. I feel patients will express their feelings of ‘reality’through their work during their course of art therapy.
I think I was able to link the Gestalt Theory confidently to my practice because it talks greatly about the psychological process and how each individual perceives differently. As a Fine Artist, I feel I attempt this in my own work and allow the audience to interpret it in their own way. I think I have been able to bring a different approach to the theory has it was presented by a designer. As a Fine artist, the theory interprets a different approach of seeing perception because I started to look into the idea of externalisation and creating controversial or thought-provoking artwork to raise a response from the audience. The speaker found this quite intriguing and “an interesting approach to the subject”.
To improve my essay and writing ability on this subject, I want to carry out more intense research and gather more knowledge of other ideologies in order to critique the subject more confidently. I feel I would be able to write a more analytical piece with a better understanding of it, so, in the next few weeks I will be researching more theorists and their opinions on the subject of perception in art. I think watching videos of critiques will help to conform my answers in a more academic way and help to me focus answers concisely.
Questions for tutor
- Can you give me the names of any theorists with similar ideologies to the Gestalt Theory?
- In what ways can I improve my analytical writing skills?
- Are there any controversial ideologies are there about perception compared to the ones used in my essay?
Challenges with reading/writing
I find academic writing quite a challenge as an artist because the way I perceive ‘reality’in the mind is different to the way it should be written in an essay. I think I here to practice my writing technique by reading more academic articles by philosophers. I find I repeat myself and waffle to bulk out an essay. I think I need to be more precise when writing and clearly convey my point with an explanation and example as well as, linking it back to the question.
Ability to make links between Practice and Theory
I feel ‘Perception in Practice’is easier for me and more interesting to link to my own experimentation because my work is conceptual and is a result of my own perception. The subject has enabled me to think about how we perceive matters of ‘reality’and has made me think about how I want to show the world my interpretations. Not only this, but I am starting to notice more around me; matters I wouldn’t have given attention to before the start of this term. I feel the subject has broaden my visual perception and therefore, improving more creative ideas and themes.